A wonder, a thought so callous I dropped,
To know if I am what I think I
am.
To sometimes in the night I
simply can’t sleep,
The dreamy world I am in where
enemies only weep.
Is it only me who fails to
surrender,
A mixture of brain rake by a
nerve blender.
Happy opposites sad, confused or
silent,
Swaying each day or does it come
to violent.
I laugh out so loud that
sometimes I cry,
Free falling I wish, in the head
I fly.
To the upset I smile, to go
beyond that mile,
Who are you really? Did you ever wish to think,
Ofcourse a girl came the answer without even a blink.
To the shoe she loved she saw
that day,
When savings came in hand, the
pretty bag came in the way.
The calories she gains by the
sizzling chocolate cake,
The guilt calls she receives
immediately after the intake.
The secret she keeps inside never
really longs,
As girl gang gossips that always
prolongs.
To the puppy face she makes when
shopping with dad,
When returns home fears mom, woah my bad.
To the No she regrets, when later
she dreams Yes,
How smartly she sticks with Maybe shooing
away the poor Baby.
The numerous times in her head
she would prepare.
Just to say Hi to the cute guy
whose aware.
Fitting into that glamorous dress
she so wishes,
Even at the cost of cleaning
millions of dishes.
She finally knocks God’s door to
ask for a clue,
He caresses her saying Chill Sweety You’re nothing but just YOU!
