PLAIN & SIMPLE YET SO COMPLICATED!

Its so weird how you go back in time when you listen to a song, you once used to listen to, after a really long time. You go back to the day when you first heard it, you can feel exactly how you felt that time, can picture yourself just the way you were that moment.

You can sense the same weather, the same breath the very same air……………

If only memories could leave us with the same convenience as people do..

                           

How I am always taken aback, when I think of how a human brain cannot beat any professional camera. It stores all the pictures with the best possible clarity.

How good memories always take over the bad ones, making it difficult to get over someone despite  knowing, that the person u want is not worth you.

It amazes me all the more when I see how emotions and feelings for  people fade with time but memories never fade nomatter how many years you put into it…

How big events always mess up  inspite of all the preparations or how joyful it is when you pass in an exam when you had expected that you would fail, how little things give you maximum joy and materialistic things end up disappointing you.

How out of nowhere u see a light when darkness makes you suicidal, how hope gets you what you wanted when you give up, how that person calls you when he/she is the least thought in your mind and never called when you were waiting.

How we all think so alike yet dislike each other…. How we live in an illusion!

How we forget the fact that one day we all are going to dissolve into the same earth when we die without considering any caste,colour,religion or region.

How everything is so simple still we make it complicated by falling for the twists and turns that too, created by us only.

                                                     

And what is even more appalling is how after 3 months, I will be a graduate and busy working but would  badly wanna come back to this moment when I am so vella blogging, picturising myself sitting idle in my pyjamas… :/

While I am in aturmoil busy solving this riddle called Life, i atleast am sure of one thing and that is……

“Live for the moment cuz we will eventually get what we deserve”

So capture all the special moments because whenever you think of them, they'll always bring a smile to your face! Like dis lil baby! ;)

                                                                   

PEACE

<3

LOVE- A Strange Story!

So its FEB or shall I say FAB. It’s the louvee month again!

A time when a dozen of couples will be seen hanging in and around, entry of colors red and pink as if there are no other colors in this world, giving names to each day from chocolate to rose to propose to what not and finally The Valentine’s Day.

                    

Even boys who’re not serious about relationships celebrate this day so religiously. They don’t wish to be seen single or loitering around with a bunch of best soccer buddies with whom they don’t even miss a single football match. That one day when guys don’t preach soccer! :P  Funny yet a True Story!

People who bullshit around “ Iam single but not ready to mingle” dress their best making it quite evident that they don’t mean what they say!

And yes girls are no less! They start dieting a month in advance. After all they’ve got to look their best on V day. ;D

Its strange how strange Love is, that it makes us celebrate the month with the same passion and excitement every year with a different person :P.. Well yes, some do manage to celebrate it with the same person again(They are called Exceptions) :P and they are the people who after getting married end up saying “Shaadi is barbaadi” the most. Lol!

What really amazes me is, how people fall in Love not once, twice, thrice and as u know the number goes on. But the strange fact is, we are head over heels everytime we are with someone and we feel that this is it, he/she is the one even if that person doesn’t fit in the description of the guy/girl of our dreams.

Even if we feel we are not in love, breakup does it all or rather if your guy/girl has moved on. Ohh boy, you’re gone, Doomed. You’ll stalk that person, make his/her life miserable, send guilt messages, try to win him/her back. Yes everyone does it.

And the funny part is once you start getting attention from another new hottie, your love suddenly shifts.

So do your statements about your ex like He who?? Cheee r u mad? I wasn’t serious yar.  If by chance you get to see their pics, its like all their faults attract you which once upon a time were hidden. You start finding them ugly looking. From “Ooo he’s so lovable”, it becomes “Yuck how did I even like him”??? “This jerk ,shitt god dyam it, I cried for him”??? “What on earth was I thinking”?? or “Was I even thinking”??? Lol!

What is love??? It seems nobody on this planet can describe it properly. Me neither!

But to put it in words, Love too, is not perfect as it has its pros and cons.

It makes you insecure, a jealous stalker. It makes you cry, get angry, FAT in depression, irritable, dull, shoots up your blood pressure and then plays around making it very low and all the bad things you can think of.

But at the same time, its beautiful as it levitates your body’s soul, makes you smile for no reason, you blush when you think about that person, makes you do things you’ve never done before, makes you sweet and calm,  and most of all it makes you HAPPY!

STRANGE BUT TRUE!

So, people out there don’t run away from it cuz it will happen to you sometime or the other not once, twice but many times. So lets just enjoy it as long as we can cuz ‘Life is too short’ and we cannot afford to miss out on the most precious thing.

HAPPY VALENTINE’S WEEK! J

HAPPY REALISATION!

Lost in those days when she had no responsibilities in life, Sam remembered the days when her ambition in life was to become a doctor which then later switched over to becoming an engineer by getting into IIT.

Funny how taking up science in the 11^th grade made her realise that engineering is also just another entry in the list of her ever so changing ambition.

Her flickering mind left her in despair and sheer confusion as to what she wants to do in life.

Not knowing what is in her pocket, she decides to give the entrance’s for all types of categories.

Well yes, this smart little decision of spreading her hands everywhere atleast got her through one of the best fashion colleges.

Four years somehow passed in laughter and Sam now is in the same position where she was a while back just that the situation is a little bit different.

Her heart pounding fast with blood circulating at the speed of light, fists so tight and feeling hot even when the temperature outside was 3 degrees. Yes, it was the coldest day of the month. The CRD(corporate relations department) guy called out her name and asked, if she was ready for the interview. The job profile seemed real nice and above all, her dream place Mumbai was where the office was located.

Although her confidence touched the sky as she was so sure that she’ll get through but being human, she had the normal grumbling in her stomach. She went inside the room, all set for being grilled inside and went through the same regular process.

A positive feedback and being told that she’s through by getting a final confirmation the next day was the reason of her pre celebration.

GUESS WHAT, the next day came as a SHOCKER for her. She got to know that she’s not selected for the company. She froze as her mood swayed making a graph ranging from confusion, anxiety, sorrow and anger. She didn’t know what to do with tears falling nonstop, whether she should congratulate her close friend who got through and be a part of her joy or grieve her own loss.
Although she now knew one thing for sure:-

                                   ‘You will never know until it happens with you’.

Sam now empathises with all those people whom she never even gave the slightest thought. She knows how it feels to not get something you badly wanted even when you are capable of it.

At the very same time, she is happy to realise how it feels because the fighter inside her screams out loud that this is not the end of the world as ‘SOMETHING BETTER IS IN STORE FOR YOU’.

Sam will not give up and so won't u!

Love

The Last Year!

Time flies! Yes it truly does!

How can today be 24^th December already, when yesterday was 1^st Jan 2011.

I just, had made my new year resolution“To weigh 48 kgs by the end of December”??

Good I didn’t specify the year! ;D buh!

To be honest, no words to describe this year. Really!!

Starting it with AWE is definitely certain but I am not really sure whether I should end it with SOME or FUL.

2011, the ROLLERCOASTER RIDE!

From coming across things, I had never even imagined existed, to major highs and lows, falling in and outta love, got to know who my true friends are and who are not, proper work experience, FIRST SALARYYYYY!!! Yayie!

& the most important, INDIA WON THE WORLD CUP! :D woohoooo!

So many things don’t happen in a day, so yes it must have taken 365 days! :P

But I am sure out of these 365 days, all of us must have come across one day which was the longest. For instance, when I desperately wait for somebody’s call, those times are the toughest for me, one minute seem like an year. GRRR!

Anyway!

Since New year is just around the corner and everybody must have already started making their list of resolutions, I thought of making mine too! :D May be you can have the same!

“ Start Afresh forget the past”

As much cliché it sounds but seriously,  No point clinging on to your past when all it gives is, HURT! I mean how is dealing with someone you love badly going to help?? If that person doesn’t reciprocate the same feeling? Its like hammering your self esteem! And for a matter of fact, past is past, u can never rewind your life!

Although its really hard to let go of people you really love, but that burning sensation that you go through is not worth it, cuz those people don’t deserve it!

Why not giving a chance to those who really love you? Spending time with people who really care and are your true friends!

“Time to love those who love you”

This was the LAST YEAR which had sorrows, fights, when u cried! Well technically,if the news about 2012 destruction is not false, then it actually is the last year! Oops! Lol!

Start afresh! Carry all the good memories and wash away all the bad memories of people who have cause hurt.

Fall in love again and this time be more careful, make new, good and true friends, be happy cuz you deserve all the happiness,love and care in this world!

I AM HAPPY Today, tomorrow and foreva! Are you?

MERRY XMAS & A VERY HAPPY NEW YEAR!

J

Goodbye!

Dear Lord, hear my request,

Whilst I put forth my plea.

Let remain this year a quest,

Do not just let it be.

Now cometh the new year,

Bad memories not to be embraced.

Give me thou the strength not fear,

To forget the incidents I faced.

I wish to give up on him,

Who didn’t love me back.

The friend that kept me at the brim,

Nomore be in my life’s sack.

Welcome the year with a fresh start,

Cometh the time for those who love.

And so shall I have a clean heart,

When push came to shove.

Let pain be gone so far away,

As I will be moving past.

Not a fraction to wander as I can slay,

I just want to have a blast.

Free the robe tied around the neck,

I do not wish to cry,

To this year I come to give a peck,

As I kiss you Goodbye!

Countdown begins! New year just around the corner!

The Unknown Famous!

And there she was standing amidst the crowd holding a trophie.

Seeing people all around flashing big smiles and holding cards which read “We love you Sara”.

She was just about to start off with her thankyou speech as the host stopped her to say something. She could only see his lips move but couldn’t hear a word despite concentrating hard on what he was trying to say and shook her head.

The head shake was of no use apart from the realisation that it was just a Dream!!

Everyday Sara would wake up with the same dream and a flushed look on her face with sweat trinkiling down her forehead. She would not share it with anyone except her best friend Leena.

Sara was very passionate about writing songs and ghazals and since she lived in an orphanage, she wrote songs and poetry on her school which were sung by the kids on various occasions.

She would watch all award shows and her happiness used to be in no limits when Naved Bhaktar used to receive the best lyricist award. No one knew why she would get so happy seeing him with a trophie. Some people even laughed at her and called her crazy. After all, he was just a lyricist not a superstar.

Then one day she received the most shocking news of her life. Her orphan friends ran to her with the newspaper which read “ Naved Bhaktar died in a car accident”. Unable to bear the shock, she fainted and the next day she was found dead.

The reason of her suicide was unknown to everyone till one day Leena, finally decided to create an email account and sat on the computer used by Sara. As she clicked on yahoo mail, Sara’s account got opened. Just when Leena was about to sign out from Sara’s account, something caught her eye. She saw that Sara had received endless number of mails from Naved Bhaktar saying “Thankyou, you have made my day Sara”. She scrolled down to her sent items, to see what Sara used to send which made him so thankful to her. She discovered that Sara used to send him lyrics of various songs. Songs which were so famous.

All along Naved used to receive awards but the real lyricist was Sara.

She was amazed how a deaf girl like Sara would write beautiful songs without even hearing either of them.

Now she knew why Sara used to wake up everyday with the same dream, why she was so happy whenever Naved received awards and why she committed suicide after seeing Naved dead cuz it was all her work, she lost the main reason for her happiness, the appreciation by the audience.

This is what happens when one relies upon the other person. Your happiness lies within you. If you’ve got talent, show it yourself and not through others else you will die Unfamous!!

Loads Of Love!

J

Your’re his Princess!!

You receive a tiara on your  very first day in his arms,

That very moment he’s swept by your innocent charms.

You become his angel and he guards you strong,

He stands by you even when you’re wrong.

A scratch on your body twitches his soul,

To bring a smile on your face he could dig a hole.

Your first day at school and he’s nervous as heck,

If you beg to differ then go have a check.

Your first board makes his heart pound fast,

Daddy keeps praying while waiting outside till the exam lasts.

He secretly gives you extra pocket money when you're outta cash,

Ready as your saviour always,saving you from mum’s bash.

You’ll always be his lil angel nomatter how old you are,

He considers you the prettiest, his shining star.

Then comes the day when you have to leave him,

The thought that you’re going to another house slowly kills him.

He goes back to a flashback to the days when you were naughty,

Its hard to convince him you’ve grown up, even when your forty.

He sees you grow old and time moves onn,

He holds onto his last breath to see you and then he’s gone.

There he lies dead and you’re nothing but helpless,

Except his last words,” You’ll always be my princess”

Love u daddy!